Thursday, July 24, 2008

PLEASURES NOT

FEARS DOOR BLUE

WHERE SOUND IS HOLLOW

DEATHS CRY SILENTLY EXISTS

TRUTH BENEATH GLORY EVIDENT

FREEDOM WILL SOON FOLLOW

DESIRES EYES COLD... NAKED...

FURIOUS TEARS PLEAD AND ECHO

STRONG GHOSTS POSSESSES LIBERTY

ENLIGHTENMENT, CHARM, ROSE A NEW PASSION



NEVER A SECRET

FREE RHYMING

TO WRITE LINES OF DEAD DREAMS...

BREATHE ART, FULLY DARED TO SNEAK DEATH IN...

WORLD QUIET, NORMAL NOT

FIND MYSELF CONSUMED WITH EARTHLY BATTLES

MOMENTS INHALED THEN EXHALED

ONLY FOR THE NEW ARRIVAL OF GUILTY PLEASURES

SHOULD I STAY QUIET IN MY FRUSTRATION! FUCK YOU!!!

EYES FIXED UPON ME IN THE MIDST OF MY FRUSTRATIONS...


OF LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, FAMILY, FINANCES, PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE EXISTENCE.


ARE THEY WATCHING ME TO SEE FAILURE


TO SEE ME LOSE MY PATIENCE AND EXPLODE MY EMOTIONS


ONLY TO BE GLANCED AT; AND THEN IGNORED AS USUAL.


TELL YOU WHAT I'M FEELING... "FOR WHY"?


TO HEAR, "YES I UNDERSTAND". AND THE REALITY IS YOU CAN'T FEEL ME, BE IN MY THOUGHTS AT THE MOMENT OF THIS PARTICULAR CONCEPTION


NEITHER ARE YOUR EYES MY EYES IN MY NIGHT'S SHADOW


CLOSE-MINDED ARE YOU, JUDGEMENTAL OF OTHERS OUTSIDE YOUR "I'M FABULOUS" BOX; BUT YES YOU UNDERSTAND


ACTUALLY NOT...


I WITNESS THE SLY REMARKS AND SMIRKS BETWEEN OTHERS CLOSER THAN YOU AND I


AM I TO LET IT SLIDE


WHO CAN , WHO FEELS FEELINGS AS I DO?


TAUGHT TO FORGIVE BUT NOT FORGET


TRUST ME I WILL NOT AND HAVEN'T


MY LIFETIME WILL I REMEMBER ALL IN MEMORIES AND FROM MY QUICKENED HAND TO PEN AND INK TO PAPER


WORDS SAY IT ALL


SPOKEN AND UNSPOKEN BE IT


EXPECTATIONS HIGH UPON OTHERS I MUST HOLD



SHARON ALEXANDRIA creation

QUESTIONS UNANSWERED

WORDS UNSPOKEN


FEELINGS, ANXIOUS...

EDGE OF MY SEAT, CLIFF EVEN


UNAWARE OF WHICH THOUGHT MY HEART, MIND, SOUL, BODY, BEING WANTS TO DEAL, PROCESS FIRST---HANDLE IN WHAT ORDER


THE HEART, THE CORE, THE CENTER, VITAL, RESIDENCE OF ALL WE HOLD DEAR


DO WE HEAR IT FIRST, HERE IN OUR MIND--


SOURCE OF OUR THINKING, CONTROL, WHERE MANY BEGIN THEIR JOURNEY OF DECISION MAKING, PLANNING, REASONING...


MIND RELIANT ON ANSWERS; SOLUTIONS...


THE SOUL- THE BOTTOMLINE, WITHIN US ALL WHETHER BE IT "EVIL" OR "GOOD"


THE LINING, ADHESIVE THAT HOLDS IT ALL TOGETHER
BODY OUR EARTHLY SHELL, CONTAINMENT CHAMBER OF IT ALL THE HEART, THE MIND, THE SOUL, OUR BEING.


BEING- REASON; PURPOSE


NATURAL FROM UNNATURAL


SEEN FROM UNSEEN


THERE TO HERE, PAST TO PRESENT


HUMAN, FLAW FILLED. CONCEPTION TO BIRTH


LIVING TO THE UNLIVING


WHERE MEANING SHOULD FIND US


SPIRITUAL DIMENSION ACHIEVED.


SELF-ACTUALIZATION, FULLFILLMENT.



NO GOOD OR BAD... JUST THERE'S "CIRCUMSTANCES"



SHARON ALEXANDRIA creation