LEVELED...

Current mood: high

LAID BACK EASY FEELING

MIND SWAYING, REACHING, BREATHING

LET GO TRAVEL...

FALL RELENTLESSLEY FREE

A BOUNDLESS DRIFT...

CASCADING, ENGULFED, SMOTHERED ENVISION

HALO ENCIRCLED IN ESSENCES OF HOME GROWN, BLOWIN!

O.G'S THAI SLOWS TIME, TRAIN WRECKS RAW RIDE KEEPS A PUSH

LAVENDERS LATIN ROOTS "WASHES" MY THOUGHTS

TAKES YOU INTO HER SERENE NEST AND RESTS YOU

BOMB FILLED, TEQUILLA SEALED


CAN I HAVE A LIGHT?

GOD

Current mood: blank


WHAT IS IT? AM I NOT TO GET AHEAD.

I KEEP TELLING MYSELF IT CAN ONLY GET BETTER.

BUT I'M STARTING TO FEEL THE FALSE HOPE I'M GIVING MYSELF SETTING IN.

WHAT IS IT THAT I'M DOING WRONG?

I JUST CAN'T WIN RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS.

I'M LOST, AT A LOST!

I'VE NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT HURTING MYSELF SO MUCH...

I JUST WISH THERE WAS A WAY TO ESCAPE MY REALITY,

ALONG WITH MANY OTHERS WHO HAS EVER WANTED TO ESCAPE THE HARSH WAYS OF

THIS WORLD!

Good Bye, Farewell

Current mood: crazy

YOU'VE RUINED ME

AND FOR ALL THAT COME AFTER...

MY HEART WAS TO YOU AND NO ONE ELSE...

IF THE IDEA/THOUGHT IS FOR ME TO WAIT...


WHAT I FEEL NOW IS WHAT MANY WOULD CALL THE MOURNING PERIOD...

I FEEL THE UNEASY BALL OF FURY,

THE BLOOD RACING, FLASH BACKS OF WHAT BROUGHT THIS FATE!

I FEEL COLD, LUCID, LIVID, MY HEART WEIGHTED DOWN

FROZEN IN ME, THE DISTINCT FEELING; MORE A RUSH OF ALL AND NOTHING!

F.Y.I

Current mood: bummed

F.Y.I
I WANT OUT OF THIS "SACRED BOND" YOU CLAIM WE HAVE/HAD


F.Y.I
YOU'VE DISRESPECTED ME FOR THE LAST TIME.


F.Y.I
I NO LONGER WEAR BASKETBALL SHORTS AND JORDANS (thanks Darryl for that one)
I VIEW YOU AS THE MAN YOU ARE NOW, NOT THEN, BUT IN THE NOW. STILL I LOVE YOU.

YOU PUT ME ON FRONT STREET, PLAYED HER OFF AS YOUR GIRLFRIEND WHILE I STAND SIDELINE AS "WHO". THE ONE YOU CAN BE OPEN ENOUGH WITH TO INFORM ME... F.Y.I I'M BRINGING SOMEONE!


F.Y.I
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? DID YOU THINK I'D NOT CONFRONT YOU...


F.Y.I
I'M A BLACK WOMAN, MAYBE THAT ESCAPED YOUR MIND.


F.Y.I
WHAT'S AUTOMATIC IS EMOTIONS RUN HIGH WITH JUST THAT.


F.Y.I
YOU ARE LUCKY I CAME AT YOU WITH JUST WORDS. YOU KNOW THAT JAMAICAN BLOOD/RAGE RUNS WITHIN ME.


F.Y.I
YOU KNOW LONGER HAVE ANYTHING OVER ME. WE'RE EVEN NOW, SEEMINGLY IS THE GAME YOU'RE PLAYING.


F.Y.I
I'VE NEVER DISRESPECTED YOU! MADE YOU FEEL LOWER THAN THE PEDESTAL I'VE PLACED YOU ON.


F.Y.I
I CHILL THE FUCK OUT FOR NO ONE!


F.Y.I
AN EAR FULL WAS INEVITABLE IF NOT MORE.


F.Y.I
THIS BLOG FOREVER EMBEDDED IN THE WORLD WIDE WEB. JAMAL STANLEY JORDAN/ JAMAL JORDAN IS MARKED IN THE UNIVERSAL WORLD OF SHARON ALEXANDRIA'S BLOG OF PUBLIC SHAME, YOU DIG!


F.Y.I
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SPEAK MY MIND!


F.Y.I
SO MANY WAYS THIS SITUATION COULD HAVE PLAYED OUT, AND YOU DIDN'T CHOOSE THE LATTER. HOW COULD YOU BE SO INCONSIDERATE, STUPID, VICIOUS.


F.Y.I
I AM 28 YEARS OLD AND SO ARE YOU. WE ARE NO LONGER KIDS WE ARE ADULTS. OBVIOUSLY MY WORDS WERE NOT HEARD THROUGH YET ANOTHER "THICK" HEADED "JERK"! YEAH I USED IT! JERK!!!



THOUGHT.WE HAD MUTUAL RESPECT FOR EACH OTHER APPARENTLY YOU HAVE NONE FOR ME!

GOOD-BYE, FAREWELL

YOU'VE RUINED ME

AND FOR ALL THAT COME AFTER...

MY HEART WAS TO YOU AND NO ONE ELSE...

IF THE IDEA/THOUGHT IS FOR ME TO WAIT...


WHAT I FEEL NOW IS WHAT MANY WOULD CALL THE MOURNING PERIOD...

I FEEL THE UNEASY BALL OF FURY,

THE BLOOD RACING, FLASH BACKS OF WHAT BROUGHT THIS FATE!

I FEEL COLD, LUCID, LIVID, MY HEART WEIGHTED DOWN

FROZEN IN ME, THE DISTINCT FEELING; MORE A RUSH OF ALL AND NOTHING!