SHOULD I STAY QUIET IN MY FRUSTRATION! FUCK YOU!!!

EYES FIXED UPON ME IN THE MIDST OF MY FRUSTRATIONS...


OF LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, FAMILY, FINANCES, PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE EXISTENCE.


ARE THEY WATCHING ME TO SEE FAILURE


TO SEE ME LOSE MY PATIENCE AND EXPLODE MY EMOTIONS


ONLY TO BE GLANCED AT; AND THEN IGNORED AS USUAL.


TELL YOU WHAT I'M FEELING... "FOR WHY"?


TO HEAR, "YES I UNDERSTAND". AND THE REALITY IS YOU CAN'T FEEL ME, BE IN MY THOUGHTS AT THE MOMENT OF THIS PARTICULAR CONCEPTION


NEITHER ARE YOUR EYES MY EYES IN MY NIGHT'S SHADOW


CLOSE-MINDED ARE YOU, JUDGEMENTAL OF OTHERS OUTSIDE YOUR "I'M FABULOUS" BOX; BUT YES YOU UNDERSTAND


ACTUALLY NOT...


I WITNESS THE SLY REMARKS AND SMIRKS BETWEEN OTHERS CLOSER THAN YOU AND I


AM I TO LET IT SLIDE


WHO CAN , WHO FEELS FEELINGS AS I DO?


TAUGHT TO FORGIVE BUT NOT FORGET


TRUST ME I WILL NOT AND HAVEN'T


MY LIFETIME WILL I REMEMBER ALL IN MEMORIES AND FROM MY QUICKENED HAND TO PEN AND INK TO PAPER


WORDS SAY IT ALL


SPOKEN AND UNSPOKEN BE IT


EXPECTATIONS HIGH UPON OTHERS I MUST HOLD



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