Monday, August 17, 2009

GOD

Current mood: blank


WHAT IS IT? AM I NOT TO GET AHEAD.

I KEEP TELLING MYSELF IT CAN ONLY GET BETTER.

BUT I'M STARTING TO FEEL THE FALSE HOPE I'M GIVING MYSELF SETTING IN.

WHAT IS IT THAT I'M DOING WRONG?

I JUST CAN'T WIN RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS.

I'M LOST, AT A LOST!

I'VE NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT HURTING MYSELF SO MUCH...

I JUST WISH THERE WAS A WAY TO ESCAPE MY REALITY,

ALONG WITH MANY OTHERS WHO HAS EVER WANTED TO ESCAPE THE HARSH WAYS OF

THIS WORLD!